I'm a Paradox, the best word to describe me. A person who wants to be happy but thinks of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet I'm ambitious. I don't like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don't care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I'm a conflicted contradiction. If I can't figure myself out, there's no way anyone else has.

    Forever stuck between two opposite things that seems impossible but is actually true. My talent is to push away the people who truly love & cares for me, but wishing them not to leave. Being sentimental person is what I hate and somehow I love about myself. I always value even the little things and moments with the people I love, so in the end I'm the only keeper of the memories that shouldn't be missing and should let go of.

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   In the bright side of me, I'm a happy go lucky person. I love planning hang-outs with my friends and church-mates, like watching movies and playing childish games. I cherish every moment that makes me happy. I don't want to waste my time with nothing. For me, "Time is Gold" but it's only for hang-outs not with schoolworks. Im famous when it comes to laziness. I will always be known as the "Laziest person" existed on Earth. Sometimes I see it as a compliment, I know it's weird.

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   For them, being sarcastic is one of my annoying characteristic, but it's like I'm just giving them free common sense. They must be thankful. I'm weak when it comes to figuring out whether I hurt people with my words or not. Sometimes I speak before I think. Also my weakness is approaching or asking people first for forgiveness, especially when I don't even know what I did. My pride always stops me and I lose. But my goal is to overcome those bad attitudes and work for it.

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    I'm unique. I love the whole me and I know they also love me. Hihi

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